⚠️ Disclaimer: This music was made with AI.
It’s not a band. It’s not a comeback. It’s a coping mechanism.
Created during a stretch of depression, anxiety, insomnia, and full-tilt exhaustion.
If that bothers you — good. It means you still feel something.
[Intro – Instrumental
[Verse 1]
Smiles on subscription, tears on delay,
Doctor says I’m stable, I nod and say “okay.”
I laugh like I remember how,
Then fade into a slower sound.
Coffee’s cold, my hands still shake,
I fake control for habit’s sake.
If this is balance, it’s a lie in tune
A half-lit sun, a painted moon.
[Pre-Chorus]
Every high’s pre-measured, every low’s delayed,
I feel fine, I think, that’s what the label said today.
[Chorus]
I’m balanced, chemically,
Unstable by design.
Half of me synthetic peace,
Half still undefined.
I’m balanced, barely,
Drifting on the line.
If I ever feel too real again,
Remind me I’m doing fine.
[Verse 2]
There’s a glitch inside my laughter,
Static where my pulse should be.
I scroll for something sad to feel,
But the algorithm comforts me.
The mirror loves this quiet stranger,
He smiles without a spark.
Every thought’s a filtered photo
Soft edges in the dark.
[Pre-Chorus 2]
The clouds look different lately,
Or maybe I just don’t care.
It’s peaceful in the middle ground
No heaven, no despair.
[Chorus 2]
I’m balanced, chemically,
Floating through the gray.
Half alive and half asleep,
In a half-life kind of way.
I’m balanced, barely,
Programmed to survive.
I don’t miss the old chaos,
But at least it felt alive.
[Bridge – Breakdown]
This calm feels counterfeit,
But it keeps me from the edge.
I’m smiling through the static hiss,
Like white noise in my head.
I know this peace ain’t honest,
But it buys another night.
So I swallow what I’m given,
And call the quiet right.
[Chorus 3 / Final]
I’m balanced, chemically,
A miracle of design.
Emotion on a timer,
Delivered right on time.
I’m balanced, barely,
But I’ll pretend it’s mine.
And if I ever break again
At least I’ll break in time.
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